This is starting to feel more of a joke to me. it feels like a Palahniuk novel where melodramatic turns of events take place every other page. The mood swings are crazy. sometimes, I'm fine. Everything is bright. Other times, I'm basically fucked up. but most of the time, I feel numb, like today. the only way to describe this state of numbness is to imagine a cloudy sky. You look up and you're expecting the sky to unload any minute. or being in the middle of the sea during the storm, waiting for the next wave. and the truth is whatever harm that wave shall bring to you, It's not any harder than the act of waiting itself.
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