Sheep and Wolves...

I need to stop and reconsider a lot of things about my life, Spirituality being one of them. I need to refocus on what is really important. I need to work on my grudge. I need to to let go of the past, how liberating that can be? I need to calm down.

My respect to the people around me is vanishing, may be because I failed to find someone who'd surprise me. I need to have some sort of a godfather, an adviser.

I need to travel to somewhere new, London or Paris are in the top of my list. But may be somewhere less tourist-attracting could be interesting: may be Romania or Ireland.

I need to find a work that pays the checks for the kind of lifestyle I want to live. I'm not going to ask my parents for money to have courses on fashion design or cartoon animation.

I need to forget and let go of the dream of becoming a sheep, I need to give in and just adopt with the idea that may be I was born to be a wolf.

I need to stop interpreting lonely as sad.