Thursday, August 12, 2010

hypomania

It's awfully hard to think in Ramadan, let alone write. I'm living with a weird feeling these days; you know when you go into the sea and there's this moment of peace and silence that you know for sure it won't last? this terrible feeling of anticipation is killing me, you know that it's just a matter of time before your next breakdown.
I often wonder if what I am feeling is depression, you know the clinical depression, not the onethat most people have. I wonder if I was bipolic or just plain crazy.

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