A blind man's prayer

I wish I was able to believe people can change this easily. I wish I could believe that God has answered my prayers and this is a miracle in the making. It was like a blind man's prayer to get his sight back, it doesn't really make sense. Let's say I'm starting to see, only vaguely. I'm not entirely sure if this is a temporary thing, or it true.

I haven't been depressed in a while (since you showed up). and even though I have given up on all my big dreams in life, I don't see myself as a complete failure anymore. Because you're here. like this weak ray of light assuring me that my tunnel is destined to end.

I have had a dream yesterday, of you. It's probably all in my head. And I know for sure it will be devastating when I find this out. But, thank you.

يكفيك ضوء شمعة
في عتمة الغرفة
لتقدس النور
ويكفيك ابتسامة حبيب
بعد طول اشتياق
لتلعن الوحدة

كنت قد تركت جسدي
للأمواج تصرعه
ولكني صحوت
علي احد شطئانك
كرضيع-أنا الان
لا أفقه الكلمات
فلقنيني كيف ألفظها
أحبك.