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My medication definitely works; I've been in a very good mood lately. But sometimes I still get this stupid rage over silly things.

My exams are going well, my vacation starts in less than two weeks.

But I'm still pushing people away from me; I've been really cold and distant. My eyes no longer can fake concern. But is it really my fault? For how long will I be acting like someone else?

I rarely laugh from the heart, last Thursday I did. I was distracted for a while. I was in el-Rehab, and I really liked the place. I thought that this would be my dream place to live.

I’m really distracted, why the hell am I writing this?