payé, balayé, oublié

I miss writing here, I didn't have much time lately, and honestly I had nothing to say.

so I've always thought that someday i will have the pleasure of looking back at the whole thing and laugh..

but apparently, I won't.

I'm not giving up, for the pain i go through can be handled by only a few.

I'm not a pessimist, for a true warrior knows when to retreat. and what is too much to be sacrificed.

I'm not sad, for what I've been through is the reason why I stand her today and i'm grateful.

I promised myself to write a book about it when it's over, but that's another idea i will have to let go.

c'est payé, balayé, oublié. Je me fous du passé.