the usual bla bla

am i free to be angry? am i allowed to shout my feelings out? is our sophitication and civilization now turning against us; suffocating us slowly and painfully? do we need to go animal every now and then? choose a prey to chase?

is our sense of completion utterly dependant on acknowledging our animal features? do we have to be inferior to be more superior,after all?

are we running away from what we're supposed to be running after? there's a duaa i heard a lot but didn't make any sense till recently: oh Allah make us see right as right and bless us with following it, and show us wrong as wrong and bless us with avoiding it. never quite understood how you see wrong as right or ugly as beautiful, but now I certainly do.