a cigarette and a coke...

i'm in a phase in my life where i feel satisfied with just being momently happy. I stopped looking for the ever after happiness that I can't find anywhere around. I'd go for a cigarette and a coke if that's what make me happy. I'd eat something greasy if it'll give me the comfort I crave. I don't care about how happy am I in the future, if I am at the moment.

and when did healthy mean happy anyway? the old times are gone where someone can do something without putting consequences in consideration.

I want to dance without thinking how ridiculous I'd look, I want this kind of freedom. my new motto is: your life is as happy as it seems in the moment...