taking a break ...

unfair ... that's how i can describe my life right now . all the plans i had for the future . all the hopes and dreams were suddenly destroyed , crushed like an unwanted insect . i was severely depressed , just when i thought it could not get any worse . i'm not saying i'm angry , i'm not saying that i'll surrender . all i know right now is that i don't want to think about anything , i'm just taking a break . yes , a break is all i need at the moment .