well 2 Good things happened the past couple of days . well first of all Ubama won in Iowa :D and the second thing is i'm done with my exams , my exam as a matter of fact .
My friends spent the past couple of days with me studying structure for todays exam . i enjoyed my time a lot , in my wildest dreams i would never have thought that studying could be such fun . but to tell the truth some moments were quiet uncomfortable and a bit creepy to me . but i guess i dealt with such moments in a way to make them pass fortunately unnoticed . and could everyone stop asking me why the the hell do i look depressed ? i mean even if i was depressed do u think i 'd have liked to share it with u? pain and misery and are too deep to be shared , for me at least . that's why the invented poems and paintings for god's sakes , to express the emotions u DO NOT want to share with anyone . the most depressing thing about being asked why are u depressed is that in fact i have no clue . if i knew why , don't u think it would be too simple to be depressed about ?
it's a fact that friends are priceless , and i admit that i spent priceless moments with them . do u sense a But coming ? u got it right . But can u feel how stressing would it be if one of ur friends needs ur help but for some how u're not allowed to interfere or try to find him a way out ? i have no idea what to do about it right now and for some reason i even don't want to think about it .
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