2008

ok the new year's first day is one hour old , i'm not out there celebrating , should i be ? i mean this year was a weird one , i met new friends , lost few ones , lost track of some dreams and was replaced with new ones . i can't really remember whether this year was a good one or not , who cares anyway ? thousands of people died for God's sakes in Iraq , Palestine , Lebanon and the list goes on and on . who honestly care whether he lost a girlfriend or failed this year ?
i don't like to talk about things that as huge as war , man kind 's suffery was always a big concern of mine , almost too big for me to talk about.
but anyway i'm here to talk about one person (that'll be me ) , i'm done with so many things in my life . i'm done with shyness , done with weakness , done with being helpless , doned with having no goal in my life and most of all i'm done with silence ...
i think in 2008 i'll be exploring the real me , searching deep inside for things that i hide . i'm going to change and there's absolutely nothing that can prevent me . i'm going to destroy whatever comes between me and success , i'm going down with this ship ... talking like that makes me feel so strong , so in control of my life which feels so good by the way . i will not in any way be easily satisfied by anything and say that's the way things are , it's not . i may have lost many things in the past but the ability to choose that i never lost . 2008 is the year for me to take control over my life and the year for me to succeed...