i hate u

god ...
i shouldn't be talking about this but i will damn it , i can't just shut and and pretend like nuth happened , how disgusting it sounded , how miserable and sad . i can't decide whether i should feel sorry or disgusted ...
i felt like he was shouting for help , he's lonely and sad . but in the other hand that was the most disgusting thing i ever heard .
he told me and i didn't know what to say , what pathetic advice could i offer him . i didn't know whether i should shout at him and say : go away u pathetic animal . or should i tell him : don't be afraid my brother u don't do this coz u don't deserve this !!!